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‘If in doubt, photograph your bum’: Eroticon part 2

So! I’ve banged on quite enough about the tricky bits of Eroticon 2019. Here are some of my best bits:   1. Sharing a room with Hannah Lockhardt. It is broadly unnecessary at this juncture to go into detail about the degree to which my time spent with Hannah could be characterised as TRAUMA BONDING. …

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365 days

This time last year I was a mess of sweat and langour, lying on a bed in a hut by a beach. It was too hot to move and too hot to eat and too hot for modest dress so mostly what I did was read books and doze and play with myself. The window …

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Suspirium

CN: This piece includes discussion of trauma and sexual assault.   This is a waltz Thinking about our bodies What they mean For our salvation With only the clothes That we stand up in Just the ground On which we stand   Is the darkness Ours to take?   Suspirium, Thom Yorke   She is …

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Oopsadaisy

I’m eagerly awaiting the arrival of a new quartercup bra. Pointless things, really, unless like me you enjoy falling out of things to the degree of it being a kink in itself. I don’t know if this kink has a name; I guess it’s just a very, very specific form of exhibitionism. If we’re mining my …